Acquainted with the Night

Let me just say I am not this melancholy. I will say this poem bears positive meaning for me, and I wanted to share it.

Acquainted with the Night
By Robert Frost

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain—and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.

I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right
I have been one acquainted with the night.

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Washington DC Trip, day 1

Here we are in Henderson, NC.  Amrin says “awesome”.  He did not want to stop.  I wanted some sleep.  Washington DC is just around the corner…

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Mindset… SHIFT!

If you read my blog you know two things about me.  1) I like to talk.  2) I don’t post very often.

We’ve all had a lot of crap to deal with in our lives and I don’t intend to try to crank up a pity party for myself.  On the other hand, I’ve basically experienced the loss I expected to experience professionally… only in my personal life.  And I am under no delusions that I’m devoid of blame because you can’t clap with one hand or have a conflict with only one personality.  But on balance, I’m one of the good guys.  I’m not going to take advantage of you unfairly or harm you physically.  But what I will do, I’ve found, is try to make sure your needs are met even if it means mine go unanswered.  I will always try to not do that anymore.

Someone wise said something about the surest path to failure is trying to please everyone.  I don’t know who it was and care very little and probably have the quote all wrong anyway.  What I do care about is finally understanding the folly of devaluing what I need in the face of some fantasy of being a hero.  I can’t be that kind of hero because eventually everyone loses.

So Monday night or Tuesday morning, I experienced a mindset shift.  Thank you to the friends who turned on the lights for me.  This afternoon my son and I will jump in the car and head out for adventure in Washington D.C.  This will be a fun week!

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If you need to dig through libcap data…

NetWitness

I occasionally have a need to dig through libpcap data for one reason or another. In certain cases, I want to be able to easily sift through actual payload data within a given session. If you have the same thing going on, you probably have dealt with the annoying problem of trying to read browser data sent with gzip deflate headers turned on, etc. Well, I’ve found something you all probably have already worked with in Netwitness’ Investigator product. It’s a freeware offering limited to importing packets from sub-gigabyte size pcap dumps. It has fewer features than their enterprise offering, but goes a long way to making it easy and interesting to dig through obnoxious amounts of data.

I’ve been playing around with it at the house and am happy with what I can do with it. There are some youtube videos out there that will help you get into the data a little bit. It’s actually quite good.

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The First Day of the Year

I guess it’s common for people to make lots of crazy resolutions for the new year. They want to lose weight, exercise more or dress better. Whatever it is, if you have made a resolution for the new year in one of the above three categories, go ahead and hear my laughter. I only care to know who you are by February, not who you wish you were. Everyone I know is pretty much just fine how they are. Rotund, poorly dressed, smoking, whatever.

Happy New Year!

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Fishing for Me in the Floor

As I get older, thinking about my life and my family, my mind takes me to the same few places over and over again. I have a few memories I go back to like a safe place in my own little world and I think I know why. I have a growing reluctance to accept what other people present to me as fact when I cannot find a reasonable place in reality as I see it for that part to fit. I question things almost to the point of annoying myself, especially if I have no clue about the topic. Isn’t that what any intellectual person would do? Isn’t it okay to start with no knowledge, find a hook into that subject and explore it? Isn’t it okay to end up with a different result than you hypothesized you would when you had no idea the factors being evaluated? When my character is tested against these strange and unsubstantiated challenges, my self preservation kicks in and I am drawn back into the meaningful and distinct frames of reference my own life experience has provided me with.

My Great Grandad Carl McCollum was important not because he did one big thing but because he did many big things. When he died he owed no one anything but had given everything he had making his family comfortable and putting a smile on the faces of everyone he met. He had a work ethic that is still legendary. I’ve heard stories of him working, having people help him who could never keep up. He would work long after the other folks had complained and left. We recently bought a new bed from a local furniture store and when the owner delivered it, he noticed a picture of “Big Grandpa” on the living room wall. He had a smile on his face and said he knew Carl was a great man. Big Grandpa died when I was pretty young. I remember the day he died because I was playing in the living room floor at my parents house with no shoes on. When mom came to get us to run to the farm to see what was wrong with Big Grandpa, I remember her being frustrated with me for not getting my shoes on quickly enough. I know she was distressed over losing this man, but I also remember her frustration. I remember the day as a comfortable and pretty day. It’s strange how my grandfather’s life was ending, all his experiences complete and his rest beginning; I was worried about my shoes. I still think often of our trips to the farm before Grandpa died. Sometimes these trips were boring and other times something fantastic would happen. Once, I got stuck high in a tree in the front yard, and Gordon McCollum had to come rescue me. One thing was certain, I didn’t realize how lucky I was to experience that farm as a child. I would get caught up being bored, or resenting having to hang out with the old folks. If I had it to do over again, I’d listen more, watch more and learn more. I have heard my Great Aunt Louise talk about the smell of the dirt, and sometimes other folks laugh at that notion, but I know what she means. There is something about that place. It may be common to many places, but to me, that scent definition clearly squares that place in my mind.

Maybe my favorite memory is of Big Grandpa playing with me at his feet. He never really walked much by the time I was conscious. Evidently he had an accident with a lawn mower that created a terrible sore on his leg that I guess never really healed. I think there was more to it than just being old. He carried a cane around with him and he would use it to fish for me in the floor. He’d be sitting in his chair, smiling. I remember the feel of the curve in the hook of his cane, wrapping around my leg or arm. I go to this place in my mind sometimes and find comfort in it. I remember the smell of the house, him always in his overalls. The weather in his face from so many long years of working, but the sense of humor, wit and personality that no amount of hardship could wear away. Maybe in these times when we tend to get at each others throats over politics and religion and whatever else we can to resent each other, I’m finding solace in the memory of his face.

I am constantly coming back to the fishing memories and I wonder if I can be to my son what my elders have always been to me. I guess every parent goes through these sorts of self inquiries. I’d like to think by my questioning myself, that I keep myself closer to what I want to be. By observing, maybe I correct.

I still have to wonder about folks who try to make everyone else think they have everything figured out. There are no absolutes except for self imposed absolutes. The limit of our understanding of each other is set by the depth of our willingness to love and accept each other. In some ways the more we expand our circle of understanding, the greater the circumference bounding the unknown becomes. I am eternally grateful for Big Grandpa and the rest of my family. There are so many very precious memories of these people, some of which I will never share with anyone, that make me hope for brighter days not just for myself, but for everyone.

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Backyard Theater

From Backyard Theater

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Excellent – kindle for android…

Yay!
http://arstechnica.com/gadgets/news/2010/05/hands-on-with-the-kindle-reader-for-android.ars

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High Low

I’ve been pretty down lately. To be honest I sort of expected it to turn out bad and have been pleasantly surprised to find positivity instead. Benjamin Franklin said that if you expect the worst then you won’t be disappointed. Or maybe it was, ouch! That lightning hurts! One of those things. They both apply here I think.

Basically I’ve been with my current company since 1913 or so it seems. Now that a big monolithic company has bought us, everyone has lost their minds. Would it surprise any of you to know that while I have grown technically in my current job, I have been physically and mentally worn thin by the politics and swarms of low self esteems in our building? Ok. I haven’t exactly been worn thin. That’s not a word anyone would use while describing me.

The point I am trying to make here is that I am a survivor. It’s not that I am special or somehow destined to do great things and therefore deserving of being spared the loss of my job. I just survived. That’s it. I feel pretty good about it. It doesn’t make me better than anyone else, if anything it just shows that I have remaining oportunity where I had been nurturing a growing dispair. Either that or it proves that even expendable bomb sniffing dogs survive once in a while.

I think mostly the people who read my blog are friends. If you and I don’t talk personally on occaision you are the rare exception. So I feel comfortable closing by just saying that I am taking a breather, being thankful for what I have in my life and taking in the air as I need it.

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Cisco 4506 POE, VOIP and What you need to know.

If you are deploying VOIP using POE in your enterprise, you need to stop now and dedicate a significant amount of time to planning power. In our case we have Cisco 4506 switches in our wiring closet, all equipped identically as they were purchased all at once as part of our future proofing in anticipation of VOIP. Now VOIP is a reality and I have learned a couple of lessons that I am wanting to both pass along and remember myself. This article contains details specific to the 4506 platform but the concepts are universal.

What is your input power source?

The first thing you need to evaluate is how your switches are powered. My suggestion? Go ahead and order power strips with built in amp gauges. Trip Lite has some really nice units. If you are running 110V circuits they have a sub $200 horizontal rack mount unit part number PD6974 that I recommend. Install these in each of your wiring closets and document the power circuit numbers and what power supply in each switch each circuit is connected to. This will come in handy later on if you have to coordinate changes with your facilities operations. Hopefully you will have a consistent configuration that is not only well documented but that can be easily scaled.

How many phones per switch can I support given my current configuration?

This might seem obvious but it is amazing to me how counterintuitive it seemed to be at first. We always talk about the larger project and how many phones we’re going to deploy, but you need to break it down to a per switch/per configuration aspect. Concentrating on power, I know that I have 1 or 2 switches per floor and that they are all identical in configuration. Cisco provides a very good tool for calculating power requirements called the Cisco Power Calculator. Use this tool to input your exact hardware and input the number of each different type of phone you plan to deploy. We pretty much standardized on the 7945G or 7965G depending on the individual user. This made it very easy to plug in the numbers to calculate what I could do. In my case, I configured a 4506 with a 4013+ sup, 5 blades of 4548G RJ45V and two 4200W power supplies with 100-120V input power. What I found by trial and error is that I could run up to 120 phones on a single power supply with dual 100-120V power inputs.

How does the catalyst budget power and what is my redundancy model?

Don’t gloss over this part. There are two power redundancy modes, 4 power inputs, 2 power supplies and a lot of options to utilize all those resources. Cisco tells you in documentation that you should run in power mode “redundant” and not “combined” because you can overload the switch and lose redundancy should a power circuit fail. In reality, I have found that not only can input power fail, individual power supplies can fail in such a way as to experience reduced output levels. What I said at the end of the last section was that I found that I could deploy 120 Cisco 7945/65G phones on a single 4506 chassis as long as I always had at least 2 110V input power connections. Now, I can connect those two power inputs into a single power supply and run all day long within my power budget, but I have no hardware redundancy. In this way my power mode would be “redundant” or “combined” because it doesn’t matter with only a single power supply. I have another option in that I could spread those two 110 volt circuits across a pair of power supplies, but now if I lose a power supply, I lose half my power and I can no longer run 120 phones. Plus, with two power supplies each wiht a single 110V power input source, I have to run “combined” mode to take advantage of both inputs together.

The 4506 will manage power based on a budget taken from the lowest common denominator. In other words, let’s say you have three 110V inputs connected to two power supplies. Meaning one power supply has a single input. If your power mode is redundant, the switch will budget power based on a single 110V circuit even though three are connected. If you run that same hardware configuration with “power redundancy-mode combined” you will suck from all three indiscriminately and you will be able to support more than 120 phones. Cisco implies this is a dangerous situation and they are correct in saying that. The fact is, this is not redundant once the 121st phone is connected. When you reach the 121st phone on a 4506 switch with 110V inputs and 4200W power supplies there is NO REDUNDANCY POSSIBLE in power. The simple fact is that even with 4 110V inputs and combined mode, you will not be able to sustain a failure in a power supply. What to do? PLAN!

The most important thing you can do in a project as big as a VOIP deployment is to plan every detail up front. Document how many phones your current infrastructure can support in a given area of your company. It’s that simple. If you are in a similar situation to me, and need to support more than 120 phones in a space that has a single 4506, you have to document the risks to management and options to mitigate that risk. In my case, I documented that power could be upgraded from 110V to 208V dryer circuits, or a second or third switch could be added to the floor in order to spread the POE ports between a second chassis, bringing my total supported phones up to 240.

My Recommendations

I realize this is yet another rambling post, but I’ve gone through a good bit of frustration with POE and VOIP lately on my 4506′s. My ultimate recommendation is two fold. First, document everything you have exactly and maintain that document. When negotiating expensive power renovations you must be completely well informed. Second, specific configurations must be made with the actual user experience in mind.

Let me explain. If you have a mandate that only 120 phones can exist on a 4506 because of 4200W power supplies and 110V inputs (dual) you are implying that you can sustain TWO input failures or a SINGLE power supply failure, but nothing else. If you follow Cisco’s recommendation to run “power redundancy-mode redundant” you cannot sustain ANY other failure condition. I have seen TWICE now where a power supply will be running and providing power to the switch in a degraded mode and go unnoticed. As soon as an engineer goes to move a power cable or perform some other maintenance, they impact users and I have to explain. My recommendation is that you MONITOR your power situation and phone counts and run “power redundancy-mode combined” and ensure that even if you have to do maintenance on a degraded platform that your users don’t get impacted by you. I am sure you are important but if your users have to suffer everytime you have to actually work I guarantee folks are going to start questioning why you exist.

Conclusion

VOIP is a big project.

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